Crisis and Support Groups


 

“I claim not to have controlled events, but

confess plainly that events have controlled me.”

-Abraham Lincoln

 

He was almost eighteen; a tall, muscular, articulate boy who felt ready to leap into manhood.  His mother brought him in because he needed a checkup before his coach allowed him to play football.  He was a bit miffed that the rules had made him miss his first practice.

He had no symptoms.  Well, maybe a cold the past few days.  His throat felt sore.  He was on no medicine; he did not smoke; he had not used illegal drugs.

I asked him to sit on the exam table.  As soon as he opened his mouth I felt concerned.  He had thrush all over; something we only see in people who have recently taken antibiotics or whose immune systems are compromised.  Within five minutes I could see that this young man was in serious trouble.  He had tiny bleeding spots in his eyes and all over his legs.  His liver and spleen were large.  He looked pale. 

When I finished the exam I had to conclude that he had acute leukemia.  There was just no other realistic possibility.  I was young, fresh out of training, and scared.  I had to go out to the waiting room and tell his mother that her baby was seriously ill; what started out as a routine event was about to turn the family’s life upside down.  Lucky for him his coach had not let him practice: one tackle would have ruptured his spleen and could have made him bleed to death.

One of the most difficult things I’ve ever had to do.  Made much easier because his mother was so surprised that she barely asked any questions.  His father, a police sergeant who was already my patient, also behaved with considerable stoicism when I called him.  He went in the hospital that evening.  A bone marrow biopsy was done late that night.  Within three days he was at the medical school’s hematology center, because he had a very resistant form of leukemia.

The next few years were difficult.  Two rounds of chemotherapy; his brain was radiated; numerous side effects.  The leukemia recurred.  He had a bone marrow transplant.  It did not take.  Another transplant, followed by severe graft versus host disease, where the donor marrow attacked his system.  He lost all his hair (permanently); his skin developed many ugly sores; he looked like he had gone through many operations because his skin scarred.  He was not as bright and sharp as when I first met him.

His parents kept me informed of his progress.  They handled all of the stress and expense with incredible equanimity.  There was always this level of confidence; faith; commitment to stand by their son.  I remember thinking that if this were happening to me I’d be in a psychiatric unit.

Ten years later he made an appointment to see me.  He was finally over his numerous crises; enough that his hematologists had urged him to go back to his primary care doctor.  He looked much older than his age, and he was not as articulate.  He had found a job; he was making enough not to depend on his parents.  He even had his own medical insurance.  Many friends.  Virtually joined at the hip with his brother, who had followed in dad’s footsteps and become a policeman.

Other than for his appearance his exam was normal.  I sat down after I was done.  I faced him.

How did you get through all of this.  What made you want to go on.

“You have to,” he said.  He smiled.  When you’re in the middle of it you just go on. 

I told him I didn’t think I’d be that strong.  He reassured me, with a look of supreme kindness.  Of course you could, he said.

Then he took a deep breath and began to recite names of people who had helped.  Parents; family; dad’s colleagues; mom’s workmates; church; neighbors; medical personnel; even perfect strangers.  Literally hundreds of people who had banded together to save a life.  The curious thing, he said: no one acted like they expected payback.

I was almost in tears when he got up and left the room.

I’ve often wondered since then what is it about some situations that bring out the best in people, and why there are times that humanity fails.  We can rise to be angels, and yet so much remains to be done.  Maybe if we believed more in ourselves; maybe if we all had a firm conviction that yes, we can make a difference. 

That every day we can save a life.

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5 thoughts on “Crisis and Support Groups

  1. Que bien que existen personas que ante el dolor se sensibilizan y dan apoyo. La razon que los impulsa puede ser por solidaridad, por ética, por moralidad, etc. Pero los que ayudan por la fe que tienen en el Padre del cielo son recompensados por el amor del Padre. Jorge

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  2. Paco me hiciste recordar muchas cosas…y si el apoyo incondicional de los que te rodean te impulsa.No se si sabes que mi segundo marido le disparo a mis dos hijos.Tenian 15 y 16 anos…A mi hijo la bala le hizo perder un rinon,y a mi hija le rozo los pulmones pero no mayor consequencias que las psicologicas.A lo que voy,ahora yo miro para atras y no se como pase un mes en Centro Medico con mi hijo en intensivo,ellos se enviaban cartas de un cuarto al otro.PERO cada noche que yo dormia en el pasillo llegaba una amiga,una sobrina o sobrino,una prima….Hubo una misa para ellos en Fatima organizada por amigos.Uno de los Padres de San Ignacio llenaba la guagua escolar y se presentaba en el Centro Medico,estuvimos rodeados de AMOR que nos permitio salir adelante.Hoy dia estan felizmente casados y tienen sus familias y NUNCA culparon a su madre por casarse con esa persona!

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  3. I/we have known friends who have faced crisis in their lives and still continued to have a positive attitude. I firmly believe it is their faith and the faith of their friends and family who can make a difference. Also a strong determination to go on with their lives can be a great goal to have. We have a friend who says if you get lemons – made lemonade.

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    1. We each respond to crisis differently. That young man, along with family and friends, was able to survive. The only payment anyone needed was to see him well.

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